I have over and over by self-sabotaging and made countless appalling mistakes due to my lack of life skills. I learnt it's human to do so. Through ignorance, I've hurt people who loved me, and the hardest thing has been learning how to forgive myself. Those were the decades of wearing my training wheels in a lifetime of beginning at zero self-knowledge clawing my way to self-awareness and higher consciousness of all. While I acknowledge how far I've come, in some ways, I feel the journey has only just begun. Such is the way of opening to superconsciousness and galactic awareness.
I've traded in my training wheels for a new set, and they're bright and shiny and full of promise. - Cedar
The Naked Lotus expresses similar sentiments.
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