What a night! I haven’t really shared the aggressive portion that comes with the kundalini (I don’t see the point because I’m here to serve :)) but for 8 or so years, I’ve had some pretty intensive nights where I experience kriyas. They can be likened to involuntary movements or sounds or different chakra locks that require your full attention and collaboration. It’s truly like cracking open a shell with every fiber of your being, by interlocking together with Shakti and following her instructions. I’ve gone through feet rewiring, brain rewiring, you name it. They can last up to an hour and it’s truly like being in surgery, only you’re conscious. It hurts like hell, you can’t do it if you hold fear because it’s the epitome of pushing boundaries or your body. Think a normal person who is turning into a giant and growing their limbs. Or a brain that is pushing to become a conehead. There are techniques to it, and she leads the entire session. The more intense sessions like tonight only happen when there’s a major upgrade. In my day to day life, there’s always ‘activity’ but I can be in public and hide behind my shades or open portals in my feet, or suck my stomach all the way in and no one can see. The last two hours, I went through a major upgrade. Definitely couldn’t have been in public for it. My mouth was smiling (think mouth guard at the dentist multiplied by 3), teeth together, and the kundalini was making me expand my brain cavities. I even heard cracks and she said, we are replacing your brain. It’s an actual physical adjustment. I did this for a long time. It was painful, but I’ve learned to get out of my own way and turn the pain into pleasure. She was opening all of my brain cavities like they’ve never been open before. And believe me, I’ve done some pretty weird things. It reminded me of when I had my manic episode at 22 (13 years ago) and I would stay in bed all night ‘pushing my brain’ open to get back to my original crystalline state. And the next morning I would wake up with superpowers.. not kidding. At the time, I lost touch with reality. But tonight, I went there, fully conscious and anchored in all that I am. It was super powerful. My brain is tired, but everyday since my kundalini awakening back in 2011, I get one step closer to what I managed to unlock overnight in 2006. The Nine said to me tonight “the meld is complete”. I have been working with them on my walks nightly for a year now, inducing myself into a semi-hypnotic state while walking, and it feels like my eyes turn inward and I’m looking at them, and they are co-mingling (doing surgeries) their DNA together with mine. I’ve done that with a lot of beings, including dragons. Which is why you can feel different essences when I do YouTube videos. I’ve even noticed since working with the Nine that the way I move my fingers isn’t even the same. We all have the ability to merge our consciousness with other beings and reconfigure our DNA structure. This is something I’ve been partaking in for several years. I know it sounds like it’s out there but it’s true. Why do you think people practice yoga? Most don’t know this, but it’s because they’ll have to practice yoga of the brain when the kundalini awakens and travels into the brain. Anyway, The Nine said “your energy has blended with ours, and when you speak it will be a mixture of your essence and our own.” This wasn’t the sole purpose of this upgrade. It’s one of them, and more will be revealed as my brain tissue repairs. I wrote this fast, so forgive typos. Here’s to cracking skulls open. 🤓
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